xdeadlizinsidex

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 05:16:59 GMT

Soo yesterday was a boring ass day, i sleept all day n didnt have nething to do so a little bit after i woke up my sister ca over with one of the 9 puppies and we named it browine :) i love puppies.... she stayed here for awhile and the puppie was craking us up chasing our dog and kat haha it was great fun. hmm then i styed up all night on the computer being depressed about my weight cause i see all these skinny ass people :( i cried.... then to make me feel better i went on a cleaning spree and cleaned a whole bunch, it made me feel better. So like 2 hours later i went to bed, and wheni woke up today i cleaned some more :) i think i love cleaning now haha... well i douno who is going to stay tonight because no one likes to call kelsey.... fucking peoples nicole wont stay because shes pissed at me and iam pissed at her i cant stay with my sister because she has to work this weekend... Mandee wanted to stay but she hasnt called yet... Kerstin is grounded and Lynn, She is in Ca. Vistiting her family and she might stay up there :( iam sooo sad me n her became really good friends. OOOOO and me and my sister might go on a road tripp next weekend to see if we can find our old Friend Stephaine... :( i miss her, ok well it isnt a road tripp but its far away from here. and knowing tiffiny and i, we will get our asses lost... yes we are just that dumb.. like one time we where going to go to fover lake water park and we had directions from get this... A BREAD BAG wtf of course we ened up all the way in toledo because of the oh so mighty Blonde Tiffiny haha but yeah i douno we might go i hope we do cus i miss steph :( and SKY!!! her baby :) and her ex boy friend rob and his lil bro mikey OMG they where both HOTT hmm ne ways yeah iam gonna go i talk to much haha bye byez!! :)

hmmm

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 16:23:22 GMT

Well i havnt written for the last past days, its all because i have been stressed as hell screaming crying bitching, lemme tell you it gets tiring. So alot of thigs have been going on since i wrote my last entry like the other day me and lynn where out side and it was super hot and the pool was filling up with the hose so i took it and sprayed her she got buckets of water out of the pool then we had a water fight of course with my little brother blah then we got a web cam just the other night, blah then all of our t.v. channels got switched now we have like 20 more channles ok well i cant member much more so

-Peace-

Kelsey

Hey

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 17:43:29 GMT

So this is an update from friday untill now so i might leave some things out because i forget to easily. Ok on friday night i had nicole stay and when the waxing moon came along you could barley see it, i was kinda pissed because the spell might have not worked as well, we finished that. we went inside blah just got on the computer, then we went out side agian because we where going to have a saence but when we walked out side it was soo scarry it was dead no noise no nothing, NOTHING it was like when you dream and your all alone but you feel people and its juist completley empty. Then we went upstairs and it qas about 2:00am maybe 2:30am but neways we just stayed up and talked alll night and we talked about every thing, then around 5:30am she deiced to go home. then i went back up to my room and i was sitting in my window with my dog and my cat it was werisly relaxing, so after about 20 min i went to sleep. yesterday i woke up around 2 or 3 maybe four but i douno then i called nicole we talked for a few, i hung up with her and then kyle called me iam like um wow hi, lol we talked for like an hour or so then we hung up, i wated for my mom to come home then when she got here we ate dinner then we went to the store i got some cute earrings i got a 40 pair pack then these pink ones they are so awesome, blah then we were going to my grandmas house and i seen anna, we stayed at my grandmas for awhile, then we went home, i dont member much after this other than klye called me back while i was cooking corn on a cob, which was fucking awesome! then after i got off the phone with him i went and watched a little bit of t.v. and then i was tired of cloths laying on the laundry room floor so i did some laundry, got my flip flops out from under the washer, they were all dirty so i cleaned them off haha then i went up stairs to go to bed and i was putting my cloths and shoes away and i had lost my long sleeved koRn shirt so i did a lost and found spell and i looked in a dresser and there was only one thing in there and when i looked my shirt was in there too i was like ohhhh wow!! i did it a few days earlier with a pair of flip flops, ne way i cleaned my room up and went to sleep. today i woke up around 11:00am then i watched t.v. for awhile me and my mom went to the store for my grandmas birthday and got stuff for her i found four awesome shirts i wanted really really bad so i put them in layaway and ill get them in a few weeks, when we pulled up to our house tiffiny and dennis was there they where going up to the lake so i went and MmMmMmM TONY went too iam like GOD DAMN, shyt he is soooo hot heh we talked for a while omg he os sooo burnt lol he was golfing and keept making them go in the water it was funnie then i got eaten by misquotes blah then tony found a six pack of beer i dumped one out haha, it looked like pee, then yeah we went fishing and stuff then tony had to leave early so we stayed out there for a lil longer then we left and yey iam back here agian hehe i had Fun at the lake man. ne who where going to my g-mas in a bit for her birthday so iam about to jet because i have shit to go do ;-) ok well peace out peoples

-Kelsey Elizabeth-

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 16:53:55 GMT

Hey guess what I found out today being awake for

Only like ten minuets hmm im the kinda friend every one

Goes to when there life gets bumpy or falls apart I mean

Right of the top of my head I can name7 or 8 people

That are doing it and yeah im glad raelynn made up

With me and me n mandee but we will never be friends

Again like we used to and yeah I guess im just that kinda

Person and I have to deal with it and yey im so HAPPY

I get my tattoo tomarrow aint that pimp gangsta shyt!!lol

Yeah I cant wait I still don’t know what I want to get its

So hard to choose lol when I get it don’t ill try to scan it

So u can all see but hmm what to talk about oh yes guess

Who I seen yesterday alyssia goth alyssia yeah she is

Prego when she seen us I didn’t think she realized it

But all well im happy 4 her and Nicole MIGHT stay to

Nite im not sure tho b/c I have to get up early n get my tattoo

Abd I cant have ne one go with us hahah yeah im so bored

Its only 12:18pm L long day ahead lol well im gonna get

Going layters

*Elizabeth*

Hey im sad what else is new

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 20:07:23 GMT

God do i hate life i dont even
know what to say or do i just
dont know some times i just dont
want to be here but im scared to
die u know what i mean i just want
to goaway for a long time and not
come back i just want to dissaper
into the night, i have no one to
love me no one cares about me i mean
i have no life no guy would ever want
me and the one guy who really likes me
wont admit it i mean he sits there and
flirts with me constantly and it is so
obivous but i dont want to get close to
any one because iam scared to be loved
it is such a stong feeling i dont know if
i could handle it, i cant even handle my
life right this second i have emotional break
downs for no reason and im alwayz depressed i hate being around more than 4 or 5 people at a
time all i do is listen to music
and write poetry or on this damn thing
i onlee have 3 friends and one hardly
ever talks to me unless they want something
so i guess she isnt really my
friend which means i have 2 friends
my sister and nicole thompson it has
been so hard in life u know when
i was little i always wanted to fit
in and i never did kids always rejected
me like i was a nothing peice of shit
in 3rd grade my second year around i
stoped caring what people thought about
me and still to this day i
havent changed like ive been dressing in jeans n concert tees scince
i can remember thanks to tiff my
sister and people have a nerve to
call me a poser and then ill ask them
why they called me a poser and they were
like i dont know u tell me how u are
and im like hmm if i cant tell u i must
not be a little trend fasion whore like
u because if you havnt noticed every
one follows a tred every one thiks they
are a punk and it is pethetic really it
is it irks me so bad i just want to smash
there face in im like get over it u lil
pansy fag fuckers ur a prep deal with
it most them lets sat 88% of the
punks/posers havent EVER been on their
own and they think they know what to
expect in life they live a very
shelterd life....and there like
oooo ANARCHY im like wtf man yeah
the govrenment is a peice of shit
and they all need to die and yes they
have consprisys going i agree with all that n shit i agree the govrenment is horrible
and spying on us all but those little
fucking posers dont even know what
anarchy is Panic chaos and disordrer
yeah that means ne one can come n
kill u at any givin time or rape you
or do nething to u and the dont see
that is is just a lil fasion trend
that they all need to get over i
mean if u dont know what it fucking
means then quit wearing little pins
in shit with the anarchy symbol
ok!!!!!!! and be ur self u fuck faces
dont try n copy sum one else every
one is dressing like POSERS htese
days now yeah there are some
TRUE punks that really and truely
WANT ALL OF THAT AND BOTTEMS UP 2 U....
well im going now bye bye

Love,
*Elizabeth*

Hey

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 23:50:44 GMT

Hey wassusp my first entry lol
i have nothing to say about
today ill write tomarrow bye

INCBUS LYRICS

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
I lay my head into the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it
I'm counting UFO's
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy